Total KnockouT

Kitaro "Caravansary"

2011-12-29T15:32:00.000+08:00

Beginning of something beautiful. =)

asma

2011-12-24T03:31:00.000+08:00

congrats..... sorry cant attend ur wedding....

Liyana Fizi - Jatuh

2011-10-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

Love it. =)

You r stupid

2011-09-07T16:38:00.000+08:00

I'm speechless...

I've been defamed...

Too ego to ask the truth...

I pity you...

Trust n Love blindly... Bye

Creep

2011-08-27T06:44:00.000+08:00

Full-stop. Thanks for the memories.

The line is dead.

Terawih vs Nasionalism

2011-08-16T14:44:00.003+08:00

After days of coveting, and consequently tapping up, I missed a night of terawih. The 14th of August 2011 will lives long in the memory. It is undoubtedly one of those moments where people will remember where they were and what they were doing when they found out about it.

Lin Dan beat Chong Wei in the most historical game. Supporters of the respective nations, journalists and general badminton lovers can now all move on. A fighting saga, completely unparalleled (both in duration and relentlessness) in the history of modern badminton, has finally come to its inevitable happy conclusion.

But for me – and I suspect I’m far from alone here – there was an overwhelming and slightly surreal feeling of sadness. Even though we all knew it would happen I couldn’t help but feel devastated. Like a dear friend had moved away, never to return. I gonna miss the terawih and Malaysia's lost the world cup. Hurm…..

Livings next to surau ensure me to perform the terawih without miss. Haih… Regret….

Kelebihan Solat Terawih Malam Ke-Tiga belas:

::Ia akan datang pada hari kiamat di dalam keadaan

aman sentosa dari sebarang kejahatan dan keburukan::

Steadfast

2011-08-11T18:14:00.001+08:00

I’m having a great time dis fasting month.

Alhamdulillah, I managed to fill the nights with terawih.

Hopefully it’ll consistent till the end

The preparation for the festive-Done

Add new family to the rack.

Rayban Wayfarer on SALE!

Mission to lose weight-On track

Injury-much recover

Home-nothing much

Work-slow but progressing

Look forward for an IFTAR event. =0

Ah, I need to spend roughly RM400.00 for duit raya.

Support,Respect,Time

2011-08-04T11:20:00.003+08:00

1. Malaysia

I went to the stadium to watch the game. Malaysia vs Singapore where we draw the game but kick out from the competition. Not the best Malaysia’s game. Credit must be given to the manager, players and the Malaysia fan. The stadium atmospheres were amazing. Luckily I’ve done the appointment by 3.30pm. Arrived at stadium at 4.00 pm but the stadium has already packed..!! The parking area was almost full. As I tour the stadium, the bazaar, the stall, all are packed with human. Arrogantly wear the Harimau Malaya’s mafla wrapping the neck. Imagine the sound from 90,000 people there!

2. Adik-beradik

“Aku pun byk bende aku alami, just xnak share ngan korang jer. Personal thing. Tapi alang-alang adik beradik, aku bg korang tau jugak-Afun Arus”. I’m happy to hear dat. Last couple of weeks, tragedy happen between them. A very-very-very fascinating story packed with emotion and respect. 3 players, 2 relationships, 1 story-recorder. Like I said before, when it comes to heart, no one is right and no is wrong. Both parties feel the “sumthin”. Everyone is pursuing of happiness. But how it delivers? That’s the story-recorder capture. Instead of capturing the stories far from acute angle, I’m culture myself.

:: Support : Respect : Time ::

3. Topup classes

Alhamdulillah. I’ve settled the topup classes for my degree’s study. Heat & Mass Transfer, Mechanic of Solid and Quality & Reliability. During the study, I didn’t get enough rest. Weekday working, weekend study. Once the exam ended, I can feel the burden slip away. The exam is very easy. Remember the lecture notes, copy the assignment into iPhone, change answer paper with friends, bring the assignments to the exam hall. Easy right? Ah, use iPhone to search the terms @ definition via Wikipedia. This is how the exam goes. “Aiyoo taiko, lu talak study pon bley lulus ma. Wa bagi lu survive in this exam. Lunch lu paying….DEAL!”

Lastly, I wish u all “Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan”

Puasalah dengan menjaga physical, mental dan hati.

Yang sedang mekar, plan plan sket der

Yang sedang merindu, dinding bukan jawapan

Yang sedang mengubah, break the barrier

Yang sedang membaca, percayalah, saya sangat cool.

Tentang Seseorang

2011-07-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

Dikala hati gelisah....

The Brethren

2011-07-14T16:29:00.000+08:00

Afun Arus, Nabil Milo, Azim Farid, Hadi Germ

Slow tapi rancak

2011-07-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

Hey, live alone is not dat bad. I’ve started to decorate my house. I’ve done the paint job. Even though it is a combination of various colors, who care right? =) It is a ground floor flat with 3 rooms and 1 toilet. Compose of a Master bed room, store and laundry room. In order to make the house a little bigger, I bought a massive mirror. It bigger that me! I bought it at the 2^nd hand shop. Freakin cheap..

In order to keep me busy all the lonely night, I’ve started to collect books. Dan Brown. He is an American author of thriller fiction, best known for the bestselling novel, The Da Vinci Code. Have you watched the movie? I hope I’ll get the chance to collect the movie. =) I have it all! =) Digital Fortress, Angels & Demons, Deception Point, The Da Vinci Code and The Lost Symbol.

Luckily at Bukit Beruntung, the Tesco has opened their branch..! No need to go somewhere else if you can have it here. Poyo kan? But, it’s a small one only. I can have sizzling mee for lunch. Great! I bought a rack for the books and comics. Ah, great news, by this month end, I’ll complete the Pencak Nujum series. Next series will be Mutiara Naga by Akira Toriyama and Budak Getah by Eiichiro Oda. Happy mode. =)

Urgh… Everyone sigh when I said, I have topup classes for my previous degree. Klaka kan? Orang dah main nat and bolt, terbang sana sini mcm naik kereta, msk n kluar opis xnampak matahari, beranak pinak da pun kena msk klass!! Haha.. xpe, at least I get da chance to meet for a while my friends. Dinner pon kt TGV kan? Ade class gitue.. ihik..-gelak gedik…

Ah, I’ve become an uncle. Nak suwoh Alisya Qistina panggil saya “uncle kudus” ah.. Sure parent dier menangis dgr anak dier panggil cegitu. Tunggu tau, nanti uncle bawak jalan2 pakai moto besar. =)..

Ah, back to my house.. I got several things to obtain. My house kaler light green tau. I don’t have curtains, a carpet, a refrigerator and shoe rack. Hurm……. Sape nk donate? I’ll give “happy hour” to you… lalalalala…. K laaa…. Salam indie dr Bkt Jalil.. =)

Harimau Malaya….!!!

So adorable ryte? Pakai chopstik jer cubit pipi nie... =)

Brain VI

2011-06-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

You know my name

not my story...

You've heard what i've done

not what I've been through.

Work n Profession

2011-06-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

The words occupation and profession are interchangeable.

Profession and occupation are almost the same,

with only minor differences between them.

The differences can be stated with the simple example.

Designing a building would be called a profession

whereas constructing a building is an occupation.

A profession needs extensive training and specialized training.

On the other hand, an occupation does not

need any extensive training. A person with an occupation

need not have specialize knowledge of his trade.

So, ask urself... R u developing yourself with the right knowledge?

kitaro

2011-06-08T14:32:00.000+08:00

My forever n ever fev song......

Snake

2011-06-08T14:08:00.001+08:00

A snake may feed on th roots

but it doesn't de-fang or lose its venom.

switch

2011-06-03T15:53:00.000+08:00

erm......
the path has been carried away...
Confuse...

really-really-really confusing....

where am i gong next?

Bee Gees - Tragedy

2011-05-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

haih..... unexpected@ unnecessary expense...

Return

2011-05-15T05:02:00.001+08:00

I used to make assumptions when things went wrong.
Most of the assumptions usually the worse that I can imagine.
Trust me, my imagination is far beyond normal human.
And it always came out with an option. haih
And I put a "believe" to dat assumption.
I noe it's bad.
I noe it's dangerous.
Trust me,
I put extra heedful so dat I'm mentally prepared for the worse.

There is a time when talks become futile.
It's pointless to share things with different wavelength.
There must be some hidden secrets + lies.
To make the story looks pathetic.
I hate to be sympathizing... Im sure no one do!
Face it.

It took several days for me to realize how beautiful life is.
No matter how far we tried to run.
No matter what man we turned to.
No matter what lies we sprayed to the society.
There's person who cares for ur existent.
Be there, Ready to hear you. Ready to comfort you.
Everyone have. Either we realized it or not.
Named: ~FAMILY~

The more you depend on them.
The wiser you are.
Breathe the soul of love to your heart.
Open your heart for changes.
Let the wings spread to the air.
Then you'll find the true peace.

Drunk

2011-05-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

I was drunk...

Numb

2011-04-14T13:29:00.004+08:00

Irony,

When things was good, you just didn't care,

When things was bad, packed your head with blood.

When u most need to get up, you got no energy.

Time and time. Shit will happen.

The dark shit's unwrapping.

Laugh alone in the dark.

I have a knack for feeling lost

All those times I couldn't eat. (jarang-jarang)

Like I couldn't yell enough

But getting tired of screaming

Stop dreaming

People who say that blaspheming!

They're doing nine to five and moaning

And they don't want you to success.

Feel the gold.

I ain't helping you climb the ladder,

I'm busy climbing mine.

That's how it's been since the dawn of time

When you feel better tomorrow.

"You will be a hero"

But never forget today.

You could never be back here.

Just trying to stay positive

I ain't no preaching scum and ain't no do-goody either

This is about when shit happen

Another tough day.

Shower, Pray, Quran, Rest

so, I think I'm doing great ryte?

Gelora Jiwa - Yuna ( liriklagu.biz )

2011-04-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

really love dis song.. =)

Crap IV

2011-03-29T14:36:00.002+08:00

Kudus: Ait, dah lama keje kat sini?

Polan: Baru lagi bang. Sebelum nie saya kerja KFC setahun lebey. Then saya lompat sini.

Kudus: Lahh yeke.. hari-hari makan free ape? Nape pindah tempat pulak?

Polan: Saya dah bosan jaga kaunter. Kat sini saya jaga stor. Relax, lepak, tido.

Kudus: Aptal ko xsambung blaja lg? Banyak ker gaji ko kat sini?

Polan: Saya dulu masuk nursing. Tapi yuran mahal giler. Saya lari. Ok la gaji kat sini. RM 500 ++. Kalo buat OT(overtime), sejam RM2 tau.. Banyak jugak kalo kumpul2 hujung bulan nanti.. Lepas laa nak pakai 125(sejenis motor rempit) bawak awek turun rawang.

Kudus: Wah, banyak jugak gaji ko(tgh menganjing). Kenapa x kumpul duit buat blaja? Ko baru dalam 20 kan?

Polan: Bukan saya xnak blaja bang, yuran mahal sangat. lagipun, otak saya nie bukannyer bleyh masuk sgt. Lagipun, ramai jer yang berjaya tanpa SPM atau blaja tinggi2. Contohnye tauke gula tue. Bukannyer pandai sgt dulu..

Kudus: Betul gak cakap ko, kalo camtu, sia-sia laa kerajaan bina poli, maktab and universiti untuk belajar ek? Then ak blah dgn muka panas.

Moral: tuhan ciptakan otak untuk berfikir dan akal untuk digunakan sepenuhnya. Semoga ko berjaya capai cita-cita ko mat... Aku pasrah..Geram.. Nak tampar jer muker bdk tue

Brain V

2011-03-25T16:00:00.002+08:00

::when you have a problem,

if you tell the truth, your problem

becomes part of your past,

if you lie it becomes a part of your future::

::if you're good at something, never do it for free::

nitrus kamu

2011-03-22T14:02:00.001+08:00

Mungkin itu hanya perasaan..

Yang akan ku leraikan...

Peace no war..!

3 Months

2011-03-15T14:22:00.002+08:00

So tired I'm

Nimble on my feet...

Everything seems wrong...

Try to talk to a friends

Being lenient

......

Stop, Rest, Sleep

Cebisan

2011-02-23T18:16:00.006+08:00

1. Work

In the beginning of getting hired, the main reason was having a high income. The more we get paid, the happier we are. It is the basic principle of human. Want to get rich. Who want to be poor? No one ryte? But after a several months of working, I personally felt that I’m not really into the money. I’m hired because they think that I can work independently and fully motivated to build my career. How good I am? I dunno… I think I’m damn good… =)

2. Option

Life is all about having the right option. Either driving on the right lane or left lane. We have the option. It determine the speed that we have at dat time. I've been entered a situation where, instead of having 2 options, I have 4 to 5 options (1 case). Milo(house-mate) and I have sat down and discussing the best option to take. And she's standing all the way to support the option that I've took. Tq

3. Murphy’s Law

If anything can go wrong. I will. My boss taught me this law. And it's helpful under certain circumstances.

4. Sport

I can't play rugby anymore. My left arm is like a LEGO(a game). It can dislocated and insert back.. I even dislocated while playing wee..... haih..

5. Anak Kesayangan-Ku

6. Family feast-Umbai

7. SMSS 9903 Junior

8. Maxis broadband

seyes..... saya tgh malas.... nnt ah, msk kan blk detail2...

1st

2011-01-26T13:13:00.001+08:00

Beautiful song... =)

2011

2011-01-06T09:20:00.002+08:00

Boss: Hadi, what is your target in this company?

Hadi: I would like to have your seat.!

Boss: Impressive... Hurm.. Be prepared, mentally and physically because you'll need it. Packed yourself with all the knowledges, I'm here to share the experiences. Lets work together, quick, smart, and consistent. You'll have my seat in no time.

Hadi: Thank you Sir. Welcome 2011

::Alhamdulillah::

AQL

2010-12-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

The seniors never wrong

They speak by experienced

Either the soft way

Or the hard way

....

well

Not a good day

brain IV

2010-12-22T15:12:00.000+08:00

If you yet to have any data,

it is a capital mistake to theorize

before you have any data.

Insensibly you'll begin to twist

facts to suit theories instead of

theories to suit facts.

3 months

2010-12-20T14:35:00.004+08:00

Ait

Berlari-lari mengupdate December.. Mcm2 event..! =)

1. Learn

I've started to learn mandarin. I bought Mandarin's book for kindergarten. Sound funny ryte? I find it difficult in the beginning, but its more difficult later on. Hampeh punyer mandarin. Maybe learn sowang2 xjadi kot. Nk msk class ah. Ah, 2011, mahir mandarin. Sounds cool. Pasni ley laa lepak kedai cina. =) Em, instead of polishing n learning boilers and cooling tower, i need to learn more bout designing an aquarium. Life Support System and more into chemical treatment of wastewater using nitrification and dinitrification process. Bio-ball should be a good start.

2. Social

I bought Zaid Ibrahim's book title "I, too am Malay". It was a great book..! even though i've not finished read it. =p The book written by Malay for Malay to uplift the standard of our races. I think the needs for the young teenagers like us to have an idea in Malaysia’s economy are compulsory. I meant it. The colors, the vibrant in Malaysia political issue must be fully understand before we have some "sembang kopi". Be rational, talk wise, read a lot..! kocak2..!!!

3. 2011

In the fort night, we had a meeting regarding our 2011 projection future target. "Hadi, your honeymoon time in AQL is OVER. Its time to show me the results" yeah.. Ah, next year i'll be 25..! wowwee... Jubli Perak weyh... Silver Shine in Moon... lala lalaaa... What is my target? Hurm..... Saya mahu jadi lelaki solehah. Ok x? bluekk... Sure kena gelak ah... hahahaa.. I'll make sure i'll have at least 10. =)

4. Oh Oh HOT

Oooooooo..... Saper tgk Blogger Boy? Dats is my fev k. Lately jela.. =) Ad gadis ni name Nina. Heroin dlm citer nie.. I felt in love with the gurl... Who is she? Her name is Julie Woon. Sgt lawa and menggiurkan... gilo ah.. Owang berjambang pun sanggup tinggal bini kalo dpt dinner ngan dier weyh... Eh, actually, I've met her at KL Motor Show. Bumble-Bee x hot mcm dier k. We had some photos. Anyway, that motor show was quite brilliant. It should be organized every year. Proton has come out with several prototype cars. Basically its a process of make up from others' manufactures. Lancer to Inspira. Lotus to Tuah. But hey, would you pay extra RM 700 per month for a same car? So be it. We r still Malaysia ryte? We shop during Sales, shopping at Jalan Tar. We are good at getting things that cheap. Kalau boleh, makan pagi petang siang malam pon nk kerajaan tanggung. Gula? Petrol? gezzz.

5. Injurt

Next... when was da last time I've injurt? oh, during my practical. Around 2 years a go. My left shoulder dislocate. My lengan kiri terkeluar dari soket bahu. Sakit beb. G hospital, mskkan balik lengan tue. Last week (12/12/2010). Terjadi lagi... hoyeah... But this this, 2 kali dalam padang. I was playing for SMS Old Boys versus High School Klang in the Alumni League Final. The first time it dislocate, i mskkan blk. 2nd time kena, pergh.. longlai tros. lemah seluruh badan.. "Coach, mintak tuka, tgn tercabut" bukan simpati, tp audience sumer gelak ingat klaka. Ini serious beb.. wa sakit. Naseb menang ngan bergaya... =)

6. AFF Suzuki

Pergh.. To prove that I’m Malaysian, I went to the stadium for the tournament. Malaysia versus Vietnam. Hurm, sebab ape dowang men tournament nie, jgn tanye k. I just noe Malaysia main. n ade rezeki lebey nk tgk game. Maybe i''ll b more patriotic if I go for the Final also.. =) Its a good game. Gudluck Malaysia. We gonna face Indonesia in the final at Bukit Jalil. Guys, cant wait to see u at the stadium. We'll do the dance together..! Go Harimau Malaya.. mmeeoowww..! =)

Tanah Tumpah Darahku.!

7. Wedding

Hurm, my bigbro wedding sudah selamat dilansungkan. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Cuaca redup. Tetamu sgt2 ramai. Cousin rocks. Everything perfect. But, sgt sgt sgt letey... Best2... Yg best skali, mknn extremely delicious. Kami masak gulai daging salai, bubur pulut hitam and pulut kuning. The quantity might be surprising. Puas2. Kesian kt opah yang injurt time melayan tetamu.. hehehe.. klaka pulak. "Emak nie men takraw ker dlm majlis kawin td? sampai injurt2 nie-nukilan uncle-ku yg sengal"

ah, heading for a Chrismas. wowwee.... love love love

Ah, today, I'm celebrating my 3rd months working at Aquionics Laboratories Sdn Bhd..

ait, dats all.. n

Accepting

2010-12-05T05:09:00.003+08:00

Semua orang ada hati dan perasaan. Bagaimana penafsiran mahupun penaakulan individu bergantung kepada sejauh mana seseorang itu mengenali sang individu. Ada yang masuk dengan tertib. Ada yang masuk secara terburu-buru. Ada yang masuk dan keluar ikut sesuka hati and yang paling parah. Yg jenis masuk, curi, toreh and tinggal. Yang membezakan adalah cara,situasi mahupun persekitaran. Ikut kesesuaian.

Week 47

2010-11-20T02:07:00.005+08:00

Ait.... =)

1. Gelogoh

One of my friends has shown an interest to a girl after a long year of searching. He has done a lot of things to persuade that girl. But seems the effort is going no where. She is committed to her work while he was looking for a girl who can give him a home instead of a house. I was so excited with the punch line of the story. It gave the audience on how beautiful the "love" could be. As a man, I adore you. =). I'm a lil bit gelojoh bro. But you gave me a new perspective on how love can changed a man. Indie bro..!

2.Work

Alhamdullilah. I've settle down in Bukit Beruntung. I’ve rent a flat to have a sleep in the night and shade from the rain. I used to have a housemate, but he got a better offer in Klang Valley. Aquionics provides a platform to develop my career especially in water treatment. The benefits given by the company is beyond expectation. I've learnt to be a better person and help to enhance my skills, technical writing, autocad drawing and even my communications skills. I have learnt to be an ambiguous person. This is important to provide the professionalism not only in the company, but also towards the clients.

3. Leisure

As mention above, I live in 3 rooms’ house. It is pointless to rush up after working hour just to be home. Most of the time, I’ll wait up till Maghrib and went for a dinner. Lucky I have friends who live in the adjacent area-Rawang. We'll spend once a week to have dinner together. We need to cover all the delicious delicacies available in Rawang. =) . And I’ll be in parent house every weekend. Since the washing machine in the house is broken, I need to send my clothes to laundry. It is an unnecessary expense for me. =( . Ah, I need to get a pair of rugby boots cause it torn out during last match.

4. Wedding ceremony

I would to invite all my friends especially in Klang Valley to my house. It is an event for my big bro wedding's "Dr Ahmad Fithri Azam & Anis Zahira" on 18th December 2010. The event will be held in front of out house. Perkarangan Surau Al-Hilal. The house is full of wedding preparation. Ah, the cards have not been distributed yet. Lots of work needs to be done. My parent is working day and night for our first wedding event. Thanks to my uncle and aunty who support them when in their crucial time. =) Picture of them is here.

5. Personal interest

Ah, I need to get a pair of rugby boots cause it torn out during last match. I would love to have a Blackberry Bold 2. Anyone want to sponsor me? I have a sugar mummy but the real concept of having one seems not working. =( heehehe... Ah, I fall in love with Nissan Navara.... Serious giler lawa beb.. Have a look.. Black color.. pergh... garang giler bentuk... 90k.. wut?? Finally I have a car to look forward.. =) Navara ohh navara.. =)

Time

2010-11-16T00:34:00.001+08:00

3 months...

Its all I need...

To prove myself

To be a competent engineer

To face da world...

Can't wait to see the "new" me.

(^^)

CyberCop

2010-11-08T17:35:00.003+08:00

My favorite childhood tele-movie.

I ponteng sek agama Al-watan semata-mata nk tgk citer nie.. Ade rotation ngan my bigbro. my bro ponteng arini, rekod citer nie tau..Esok pulak, my turn. =). Masa tue, zaman pakai tape lg.. boley dubbing tape tau.. hebat..jarang laa miss any episod.. ada satu hari tue, dah xde tape nk rekod, pakai Land Before Time punyer tape.yg ade dinasour-dinasor tue....but then....

pappp.....!

kena rotan ngan ayah... =)... tp xpe, janji dapat rekod citer feveret.. Cybercop ni from Japan. It's about future Japanese police force. They're kinda like Robocop, but they're not half cyborgs, more like those regular super sentais/power rangers, but without those freakin giant bots. My fev character is Cyber Mars(ijau). They're each named after a planet, Cyber Saturn(Black), Cyber Mercury(Blue), and Cyber Jupiter(Red). Ijau garang n kuat... =)

yang wat citer nie menarik, kat mane2 tempat yg dorang pegi, ade jee tempat nk kluarkan senjata.. bawah tokong laa, tepi pili bomba laa.. kt booth telepon laa... Masa zaman jahiliyah dulu, I try to dial that no. " Cyber Arm 118" kat public tel.(ngan harapan yg menggunung).. xkluar... sedey.. bajet bley tumbuk anjing yg kejar ak time blk sek.. huh.tp,memang best..

Pembaris

2010-11-05T08:41:00.004+08:00

Pantang 101

Jangan biarkan saya lapar. Emosi saya x stabil and i'll leaved da world if there's any possibility to stop da hunger. =)

Pantang 102

Sangat mudah untuk sesat. I ALWAYS believed that my instinct is damn good. But it'll end up with da opposite side. =( But I'll remembered da road dat has been taken.

Pantang 103

I hate to receive a 1 way text message. " Kalau lu tak puas hati ngan ak, turun Laundry The Curve skang-9pm" .I hate it because they make me say

"Bro,I enjoy spending my time with you"

Objective

2010-11-01T12:53:00.003+08:00

You need to have your Objectives LOUD n CLEAR, so you won't lost.

You may swim to the deepest ocean, travel to the far-off area, meet new unique creature and discover a lot and lots of weird things. But its okay. It's your experience. And you wont deviate anywhere... As long you hold the objective, and you'll be there.

-Project Engineer-

brain III

2010-10-29T10:54:00.003+08:00

'Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari,

dan didatangkan hujan. Kita menangis mencari matahari,

tapi sebenarnya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi'.

Memang betul apa yang terdapat dalam kata-kata tu.

Mungkin Allah uji kita untuk mematangkan kita dalam

mengemudi bahtera kehidupan,supaya kita kembali ingat kepadaNya

tagline II

2010-10-17T08:36:00.002+08:00

~i rather had a life full of mistakes

than a life with of regrets~

Si_KuduS

Birthday Present

2010-09-22T15:16:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah

Isuzu D-max
Laptop
Name card
Petrol card
Company's number
Fully furbished office
Shirts, cap, umbrella
New Department
New Environment
New Life

For my life. Thank you Allah.

I've been living for 24 years old

Thank you for the life You gave, the rezeki

da soul, da feeling, da love, da live, da life

Everything. I'll be a good servant for you

Insya-Allah

http://www.aquionics.net/CA.html

My new company

(**)

Raya 2010

2010-09-18T04:14:00.002+08:00

My latest picture

My parent... Still young... 47

Hadi-Hakim-Azam
Fatin-Adam-Husna-Anys

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I would like to wish you all

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin

For this festive, my family and I went back to Perak (dad’s side). One of the uniqueness on this side is the number of human exist. In the morning feast, all of the 50 humans will lined up in front of the toilet for their “mandi sunat Aidilfitri”. Some of them need to take their shower before Subuh..! It is not something new for this family as the delicacies available finished up by Zuhur. Troublesome for the aunties and girls as most of their time in the kitchen! Instead of visiting neighbor and relatives, we would rather stay home and do In-House activity. And if we visit someone, we’ll clean up all the delicacies available. (^^)

For this festive, we are celebrating it with the addition of new member. “my new in-law”. Style kan? One of my favorite activity is playing football with cousin and having a chat till Subuh.! It is not just an empty chatting; we get to know our cousin by confrontation, debating, explaining, mocking and etc. I took the discussion seriously as I concerned for my cousin well being. Then, we play snooker on the first day of Hari Raya.

After having a good event in Perak, i think, the best celebration ever... =). On the third day of the festive, we went back to Melaka (mom’s side). Surprisingly the journey is smooth without any heavy traffic jam as usual. Rendang ayam bela sendiri+daging tempatan fresh+asam pedas ikan parang+ayam masak lemak cili padi+petai..! and lots and lots of ulam as the vegetables grows around da house. We tried “kuih udang” at Alor Gajah bus terminal. Sedap woo...And da best part for dis festive is "I've received duit Raya..!" wee....

So, these are some of my activity during this eid. I gain several kg but, its Raya kan? Who cares bout da weight... hehehe

Pray

2010-09-01T02:04:00.003+08:00

Far corner of my heart, a ray of hope is coming out.
I'm happy for the changes
I've been waiting for years

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31th August 2010
I see you
=)

p/s: praise the lord

brain II

2010-08-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

.:::The truth is that none of the men in my life was that successful or that stable. They made a lot of mistake:::. President Barrack Obama

All aspire to be exemplars of greatness or are some people simply born to be heroes?

Missing you

2010-08-23T02:12:00.005+08:00

~Happiness only real when its shared~

I hate being alone. Eating alone, working alone, driving alone, walking through da mall alone. Having tea-time alone. And tonight, I'm feelin alone. Again. But it feel so different tonight. I kinda miss my study friends. My buddy, zaha si tulang and liza. Housemate, pali n nasha. Geng gila2,wak,milo,cheng,embun,chip,tarki,joji,erik,faruq,nan,wan,bear,ulum,niban,tban,yaul,aswad,hazmi,azmi,paklah,aie,kuppu,pon,faiq,ampuan,bob and abu. All these names and faces keep on staring at one by one. I'm easily remember their room and location of their locker. My Palapes squad. Reading the list might get bored as the list of friend quite lengthy.

In previous hostel, KKA, the boys will play futball in da middle of the pavement. It is actually a road but being surrounded by gates. We ran through the small tree. Ah, there is 2 small goal. White in color. We develop our skills and friendship on this small road. (^^). The cafe behind.zzz. Tuka-tuka-tuka. Luckily our hostel is near to the town. In the end of the road, the gates being closed with stainless steel. I still remember how i can slam the gates till it bend. I was competing with nan for 25m sprint. I won and I cant stop and dushh. =) We had breakfast at Che' Nah stall. Waiting Pakcik Harun and Pakcik Lee for the yellow bus. Jalan-jalan bendang. Running at the denai. Lepak, dating, study at meja batu. Study group member. Dota member. Futsal's member. Then, went eating at kedai Siti. "Nasi Goreng Tomyam". Fatin cendol. Char Kue Tiow. Pasar Malam Stadium. Kedai Makan Kubur.

There are some celebration that I remember till now. Birthday celebration for "wak irfan". Playing futsal in the tournament. Jamal malik. ah, dats my team. I do cherish da moment. G padang besar. Sewa keter. Amik lesen semula. Football against other school. Rugby for Unimap and KUKUM. Main kabaddi ngan kaum India. Merempit ke kuala perlis. Kena halau class matlab. Bermain dgn kenaf. Mengerah tenaga menolong student master. Solat Jumaat bersama milo n cheng. Open house umah alan. G men bowling and wayang. Organizing dinner. Masquerade party n Prom Night. Went to Kak Huda's house. Ayong foster parent. Jeli.

All da memory... I treasure them.

::I miss you guys::

Lelaki merajuk

2010-08-22T06:53:00.004+08:00

Ada orang kata:
Comel ape kalau lelaki merajuk

Ada orang kata:
Eyh, lelaki maner boley merajuk

Ada orang kata:
Ko biar jer die tue.. tgh period

Ada orang kata:
Lelaki kuat merajuk nie penyayang tau.

conclusion: Saya nk merajuk jugak. Saya nk semua-semua kt atas. (^^)

Respect II

2010-08-21T11:34:00.003+08:00

(^^)
I'm happy
Despite all da harsh words
Despite da distance I created
Despite our tide schedule

You make me important
To you

Trust me
I owe you
MY RESPECT

maya bergerak

2010-08-19T07:02:00.002+08:00

mungkin, tidur di siang hari
mungkin, tidur xbasuh kaki
mungkin juga, membaca sebelum tidur

tragis
happy
harapan
impian

ia sekadar mimpi..... (^^)

p/s: ku alami setiap hari

New breath

2010-08-16T12:00:00.002+08:00

"Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane

Dont know when I'll be back again

Oh baby, I hate to go"

I accept the job.

70 km from home

Bukit Beruntung

Here I come

Ramadan

2010-08-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

Salam, my name is Syaban.
I am advising you that Ramadan is visiting you again with his wife Al-Qadr and two children Sahur and Iftaar. They are accompanied by three grandchildren Rahmat, Barakat and Touba. They will leave after thirty days by Eid airlines. Treasure them and you will be blessed. Ramadan mubarak.

Things to do
1-Banyakkan mengucap
2-Baca Al-Quran
3-Bangun malam
4-Increase amal ibadat especially last 10 days

Perangilah syaitan yg di dalam hati. InsyaAllah we'll be a better person

madah

2010-08-03T11:09:00.001+08:00

sakit hati
padan muke aku
tp
itu adalah jalan penyelesaian

bye

24/7

2010-07-29T10:24:00.000+08:00

GOTCHA

2010-07-26T16:50:00.001+08:00

Date : 16 July 2010
Location : Taipan Pool n Snooker, USJ
Time : 4 pagi
Mangsa : Hadi Germ
Syaitan terlibat : McMau, Juwe, Apat
Ketua syaitan : Apat

After a damn weird play by Juwe in pool. We hit the McD to try GCB. Serious cedap. I went to the toilet. They left we there. In da end of da night. Pkl 4 pagi. Aku ditinggalkan. Macam2 alasan ah.

Kami g isi minyak
Ade roadblock
Dah sampai rumah dah
Sakit perut ah

Ak kena tinggal dowh. Teksi maner ade dah time2 nie. Maka ak pun berlegar-legar mencari ketenangan di area itu. Skali dapat panggilan. "Hye germ, jgn laa masam2.. kami kat blakang ko jer" and they we laughing inside of the McD watching me in confuse and heartbroken.. hahahahampeh.. They move the car far far away to avoid being detected by me. seyes. Ak keletihan bergelak ketawa di pagi itu.

(^^)

Interview II

2010-07-26T16:45:00.003+08:00

Aquionics International
Sales Executive
Salary : Undisclosed
Date : 19 July 2010

Result : Confident
Reason : Strong personality but lack in
maturity (too young)

=)

Interview I

2010-07-26T16:39:00.005+08:00

Waterco United
Customer Service Engineer
Salary : Undisclosed
Date : 9 July 2010

Result : Terrible
Reason : I'm late
Heavy traffic + Lost badly

=(

A story of an old man

2010-07-09T04:04:00.003+08:00

A boy cycled on his way back from shop to buy some goods. Along the empty road, he bums to an old man searching for his missing key. The old man is searching under a shower of light. Due to respect to an older person, the boy stop by and lend him a hand. They searched together under the same spot. During searching, the boy discovered that the old man was a CEO in 1 of a big company in his town house area. Due to his current jobless situation, the boy sudden change his behavior to such a potent person. The old man stop searching and just watched the diligence of the young boy. Suddenly, the young boy felt his effort wa s meaningless.

He asked the old man "Are you sure you lost the key here? under the spot light" and the old man answered "Nope, I'm not missing the key here. The key felt over there" and pointing his finger to another spot. No lighting in that area. "Why are you searching the keys under the light instead of the real location?" the tone has slightly increased. And the old man gave him a cynic look and shake hands with the young boy.

"Because human tend to do things in their on comfort zone. Afraid of the dark that created by his own. Never exploiting new things" and most of all "Because you never asked the exact location but somehow I enjoyed watching your determination on it"

Oranje.!

2010-07-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

Oit.... guess what?
We beat Brasil
England? Italy? France? Argentine? =)
Jabulani problem? Hampas semua itu.
We r in FINAL..!!!

I heart Oranje.!

Engagement Day

2010-07-01T02:39:00.004+08:00

26/6/2010
My bigbro engagement day

24/7/2010
Tie the knot

My family just settled down with all the engagement preparation. We brought 5 dulang hantaran. The ring, cakes, fruits, chocolate, and the tepak sirih. Even though the plan is to bring a minimum number of participant, the contingent made of 13 cars composed of 38 people. Quite a number for an engagement day. Majlis nikah this month? Lg laa ramai..

For the record, this event is done in a small capacity because it will be a "nikah gantung". Actually no term of that, the marriage this month and the Grand Ceremony will be held in January. Nikah dulu,kenduri kemudian. My brother is a doctor and now doing his housement for the last 3 month. Once he settled it, he will be posting in either Sabah or Sarawak. Everything is in hurry so he decided for "Nikah Gantung". For the grand ceremony, i'll inform later k.

Hurm, the reason I'm writing this is to express how I hate "adat". My kakak ipar is born in a family which hold strongly the "Adat Pepatih" I know the adat is where the wife will control the family or in the other words, "Queen Control".. I don't really care bout it until my family meet 1...!! It must have its pro and contra but to me, adat pepatih don't fits me well. Hopefully my brother will go well with it. InsyaAllah. The scars is there, take time to heal. We do it our style. Full with respect and honour. The road less taken already taken. We'll ride it together. hehe

Dulang cincin pertunangan

Hantaran-hantaran

Karipap karipap cinta

2010-06-21T20:56:00.002+08:00

Resepi

3 ulas rasa suka
1 botol hati gembira
1 biji rendah diri (Saiz besar)
2 cawan tolak ansur
5 keping kehormatan
Secubit rasa rindu
3 batang tanggungjawab, dipotong halus
3 bekas cita-cita
10 guni kejujuran (diayak untuk membuang kata dusta)

Ramuan diadun dengan ilmu dan akal
Masukkan dalam kuali persahabatan,tunggu sehingga masak
Setelah masak,hidangkan bersama yang tersayang

World Cup 2010

2010-06-16T06:26:00.003+08:00

I'm an Oranje...!!!
Netherlands @ Holland @ Belanda
Favorite player : Arjen Robben & De Jong

Other teams: Brazil, Germany, Spain
24-7 on sports channel
~heaven~

Family vs Friend

2010-06-07T06:19:00.002+08:00

I had a terrible time management when it comes to spend my time with. I used to have dinner with family but later, I find myself hardly exist in da house. Most of the time (night-life) spending with friend. I'm not a good gamer. I'm not a wise spender. And I dunno why, I still go out and do the non-productive activities. =)

So back to the basic, "How important your family in your life?" I hate to be sound like a nudge, but does my existent is because I wanted or I had to? Some of my friend calling me being a cocky when it comes to family. But I really don't mind. I love my family and I'll do anything to protect it. The son will have the responsible to take care of his parent as he live.

Exact 1 week, I find my family not in a stable condition. Something felt so wrong. I try to comfort my mum, I try to listen to my dad, I'm being a "orang tengah" to my big brother. Ever heard "sedang lidah lagi tergigit, ini kan pula ........" ? and it happen to my family. We had some argument. We do some talk. And we do everything to solve it.

My family had plan to go to Pulau Kapas this weekend and I by myself had a personal plan before and after the trip. The trip canceled. Due to family matter. I'm sorry to people who involved in the promises I've made. I had to, it is time for to set back my priority. And it always my family first.! It is essential to ingrain the importance of family in everyone. They need to know that friends will come and go, but family is the one constant they will have in life. Forever.

Nurehan Syamimi

2010-05-26T21:42:00.006+08:00

Back to my degree study, I'd been surrounded with lot of friends. From my college, course-mate, rugby players, study group, palapes batch, friends for fun and friends for benefit. Each has different characteristic and each has their own way of living. We share the joy and we share the pain I had never thought we called it a day. (ACAB lyric) =)

The main reason I write this entry is for my best friend. Nurehan Syamimi. Em, she used to be my assistant not only in works, but oso in my personal life. geez. I find it fun to have a friends like her. Friendly, never disappoint anyone, easily cry, gedix and most important, she is very pleasant with everyone. Her presence in our batch is immense, her invigorating smile and pleasant personality makes her one of the most influential in our batch.

~She was a key figure and a role model~

~Thank god for having you all dis years~

In order to have dis entry, I've done several homework. Getting information from all the Great Seven team, permission from husband, collecting memory and etc. I had a problem in writing dis entry. The main plan to make it a touching entry(sedey2) for her. But then I realized, she's getting married. I cant wrote sumthing grievous. ryte? It is about happiness.

okay, here we go

Dear mimie, I dedicate this entry special for you. Thanx for being my friend. Even though there is some sour memories to you. (pijak your kaki time kaki tue dah nak heal) (marah xtentu hala during u become my assistant)(calling you with unpleasant name)(made u cry)(always force you with unnecessary task) and always (makes u waiting with my endless story-i know u hate it). Despite all the bitter memory, some of it are fun.! (ronda2 cari mkn perlis)(aktiviti merosakkan kasut dgn pijak2)(aktiviti merosakkan anak orang)(sharing secret resepi)(rombongan ikan bakar di kuala)(aktiviti masak2)(bowling+karok)(dinner)eh, ad lg ek.. lupa daa.. =)

It is not like I'm losing you. But getting married is like making the biggest momento in life. You need to stop playing around with friend. I know its weird to say dis. huh. Your priority is the family. As a friend, I'm truly happy with your wedding and I cant wait to see you with lots of kids..! You make me proud and I cant wait to hear good news from you soon~~~!

Congratulation mimie..!

p/s: tanx to syida for the pictures. I had no idea regarding the picture. Maybe anyone can explain bout it. =)

Futsal day

2010-05-17T17:48:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Ibu

2010-05-14T04:00:00.002+08:00

The English Premier League(EPL) 2009/2010 has come to the end. Chelsea has been crowned as the champion while Manchester United followed with 1 point behind. Chelsea fully deserved the victory due to less no of losing games and win the title in style with new record of goal scored = 103. Chelsea has snatch the trophy after Manchester United kept it for 3 years in a row. Congrats Chelsea.. To Chelsea fan, please have some manner. We know you win, but that is not a ticket for you to mocking others especially us! Ah, on the other news, none of the EPL team has gone to the semi final of the Champions League this season. And some even lose in the Europa League. The title race is different my friend. Champion League for the best 4 in each league while Europa League is for 4-7 place in the table. Please show us some ethics in defining those two league. =)

Despite watching football, mocking, jeering, etc.. My school will organize a futsal tournament dis weekend. We will playing representing each batch and it comes with a sweet prize for the Champion. Compared to last year tournament, I fell more confident with my batch. With the new manager, new training routine, we manage to made up 2 teams. I'll play for the first team. The line up will slightly differ because of the strict regime of training, none of us can cope with schedule. hehe.. poyo.. xde ah.. 2 minggu skali training jer.. =) By the time I was writing dis, I just came back from the training. (12p.m) But my training doesn't over yet.! I left my car at my friend's house and rode his car. At home, I forgot to bring back the car! So i walked to dat place at 3a.m... Not far away, around 5km.. =( .. Anyone had learn tiger massage? My feet hurts..

Em, lately I've notice some of my friend wrote a "touching" story on their entry. I used to be stalker tau.! =)... I cant comment because it sway me. fufufu.. cut da crap..! I cant simply laugh over a serious matter right? But, wutever u write, thanks for sharing it. It has a deep meaning for you but who knows? it might effect the anonymous reader like me... =) I cant link the good blog, but keep on discovering.! The road not taken eh? Currently I'm looking for a book to read. Since I had some leisure time. Why not filling it with reading, ryte? My head stuck in completing the Sudoku everyday. huh. I need to go the nearest bookstore. I went once, but looking for a good book is more likely acting like a nerd. With a pair of thick glasses, people will look at me with a cynic look. gezz. Stop staring and keep on walking. perasan kan? =) ... Ah, I think dats all for now. Wish me luck for the tournament..!! Selamat Hari Ibu...!!

Experience

2010-04-30T02:13:00.002+08:00

As we grow older. Age increased day after day with nothing in da world couldn't stop it. The clock still ticking, the tidal wave kept on smashing da rock, the air is moving, me? kept on inhale the air which currently fulled with hazardous substance. Found few interesting quotes for myself. "You are for what you read" and "Time is all I have for myself".. As we live da live, cant resist da lust of journey we crave each day. Met few senior or experience people lately which their thought and point of view far more realistic compared to me. Success, money, family.... They ask me 1 tricky question. "Germ, wut exactly you look forward in your life? Expensive car? highly paid salary? beautiful wife with cutey kids? shopping like sales everyday?" I am stone..... gezzz.... I had no idea... but I just know.....

"I need to work harder.. So I wont regret da time I've wasted in my history."

p/s: actually, I'm wasting 30 minutes just to wrote dis entry... wasting time jugak... =)

Just a touch

2010-04-15T05:32:00.002+08:00

Tired + Exhausted + Sleepy

Came home just before Subuh

Clean up myself

Then my mum woke up

I was sitting, staring at the pc

plain, blur and emotionless faces

"Hadi br balik? Da siap keje?" She touched my shoulder

Me- speechless + nod

I'm happy, It just slip away

I know I'm crying

Thanx mum... I love you

Song I

2010-04-12T02:14:00.003+08:00

I was totally fumble yesterday...

Lost in nowhere....

But this song help me....

Artist : Ne-Yo

Never Knew I Needed

p/s: nice song with a beautiful lyrics

lost

2010-04-09T11:08:00.003+08:00

I'm focusing on 1 thing
I left thousand things behind

I met few insect
But I lost the zoology

I thought its gonna be better
But it seems like its just a feeling

The path we crave
Long written the differences

Yes, I'm emotional when thinking of it
But I just let it go

But, serious
I'm crave for it

Crap III

2010-04-07T05:10:00.002+08:00

Mata melihat lain
Hati menafsir lain

Telinga mendengar lain
Hati menafsir lain

Hidung menghidu lain
Hati menafsir lain

Lidah merasa lain
Hati merasa lain

Mulut bertutur lain
Hati berkata lain

Jangan dengar citer sbelah pihak. Untung dapat yg benar. Malang dapat yang auta. Tapi, penceritaan baru bermula. Kamu dah buat konklusi. xpe.. dah itu idup kamu... aku hanya mampu senyum kambing melihat "kepandaian" kamu...

We are living in our own life. Each of a human has their own meaning of existence. Each of you has da weakness point, proudly present to anyone but some has da weakness point, but good in hiding it. Everyone has their point of view. No one can justify either it is wrong or right. But if we share those meaning, it may came out it unique way.

Recently, I went to da university event in KLCC area. The event inside of da hall was quite dull and boring. So im takin a break outside it. Non of the topics interested me because, I'm easily being employed. It just a matter of effort and rezeki. But enjoying my time meeting friends and foe. Havin quick chat with a friend. It seems like they all doing well. gezzz

Stairs to heaven

2010-03-22T06:05:00.003+08:00

Yes...
I'm very happy...
Thank you...

22th Mac 2010
1224am.....

Some people has gone a long journey. Some hit da bump. Some had to make turn. Some are tragic. Some are nostalgic. Some people just started. And some didn't know their existence. But for me, it is just started. I dunno how it goes. I dunno how it will ends. But I do know, I'm willing to work hard for it. I'm changing. I'm improving. I'm adapting. I'm new. And most important. I'm HAPPY.

Cooking

2010-03-21T00:21:00.003+08:00

Since I was a little, I had a passion in cooking. I love to be in kitchen. It either watching my mum cooking or watched in da television. (Astro 703). But dat was long ago... Before my life turned out to be an engineer. Playin with force and math for the human being. Try to execute the human error by turning to bla.. bla.. bla.... gezzz... Ah, back to da story.. Dis weekend, my family went back to kampung. I cant make it due to da tide schedule. So I left alone.. :(

First day it was okay since da Maggi is in stock. Then I muak... huh... dah besa pon mkn maggi lg ker? So i decided to cook. Luckily everything is well-prepared. 1 whole chicken already clean n blended chilies. In count 1,2,3..... FUHH.... ayam masak merah siap..!!! 1 hour to complete da meal. Ah, sawi goreng n telur goreng(campur cili n bawang). Pergh.... Sendiri masak, sendiri makan. Memang layan laa mkn lauk byk2 sensorang... sob3...Sambil tgk chanel 303

p/s: no wonder laa orang kater I makin cute... hahahahaha(ini blog ak, sukati ak laa)hahaha

Injury

2010-03-16T01:54:00.004+08:00

Da last time i caught an injury was during my internship training for my degree study. If I was not mistaken, in April 2008. I was playing rugby for my beloved school "Sek Men Sains Selangor" in da oll boys team. The incident occur when a "Fiji" player, i think from Cobra rugby team hit me with a full momentum. I try to defense but caught knock out...!! That player was soo big, i think around 130kg with a full speed and hit me... Sound tragic ryte? but dats rugby.. So, after da "explosion", i cant lift my left hand. My finger still movin... but... my hand sooo tired... And da best part is, I just noe my shoulder was dislocate on Sunday where the incident on Friday..! I even drove a manual car to my home on dat friday.... pheuw.. My left bone dislocate from da shoulder bone for 1 1/2 inches. After da operation, I got medical leave for 2 weeks. hahaha...

Okay. Da latest injury taken on 27th Feb 2010. (da 2 minggu nie) ..Playin with da same game, same team and da same field.. (^_^) .. dis time, a bulldozer hit my left thigh.(peha kiri)..The size of the player is like bulldozer.=p. The size is getting bigger and it shape like "Peha ayam KFC" haih.... Pain? fuhhh... sangat2...Tapi nampak cedap pulak ayam kat gambar tue... hahaha...Till now, i still cant walk properly... haih... "Sila sediakan laluan OKU okay..!!!" bosan2... biler nk sehat nie... InsyaAllah, by da help of physiotherapy, i'll be able to return to da rugby field in 2 month.. =p ... cedey... byk tournament miss during my injury dis time.... =(

p/s: ah, i got new sport to play now. Every Friday night, I went to Midvalley.. Kedai snooker atas wayang tue jer.. My friend and I play fusball... It was fun... sesiaper nk men free, meh laa dtg time tue.... 10p.m onwards...!

Its hurt

2010-03-09T13:22:00.003+08:00

people.....
guys...
wake up...
let me noe ur opinion after u watched dis clip

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNaLA5eVy2U

copy this link above... its on youtube...
it touched me.... serious...

model

2010-03-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

to be able to share with da others.... da hardship of life.. da level of commitment exist, da endurance during da journey... to make people awe with my life journey.... and most of all.... to inspire people... to change da point of view.. da add some value in a person.. im a liltle bit harsh.. but its a good lesson to you.. wut drive me forward? its you

tagline 1

2010-03-04T23:49:00.002+08:00

"Adakalanya, kiter kena fikirkan masa depan"

"Biar muka x hensem, janji jangan pekak"

"jiwa indie tetap mengalir ditubuhku....!!"

L.O.V.E

2010-02-23T04:51:00.002+08:00

First of all...

Alhamdulillah.... I am satisfy with my current life... Far away from being perfect, adding some spice and salt to da mixture and it makes a perfect blend of life. Don't forget to add some sweet and sour to make things a lil bit juicy... It can either be spoon or finger to make sure the mixture is well blended. Simple sentence "I love mylife"

Secondly

My believe in the holy spirit of relationship is being shaken. Some relationship exist as we born and some a well develop under certain circumstances. All religions all around da world teach and ask us (da human) to protect da unity of each of da human being. Neglecting how far da relationship have gone through. I still cant accept a human behavior who naturally born to break da tie of relationship. It is either I am too family life or they are too inhuman behavior. Want to smack their face but why nobody felt like I do. Are they being too good in pretending? Different mould? I am emotional? huh

Third

I would to share my joy to all my friends who has entered da "bloggers" world. Did you notice something? We were trying to communicate with our friends, family, da luv ones or anyone who have da time to read our mind thought. Da content of the blog vary depend on da target reader. Love,experience,thought and even to promote something. Why I have blog? I think no one know da real reason except da 1 who wrote it. As long as da mesage convey to da reader, assuming da boundary is da sky, feel free to write.! We think,we write,we deliver... Dats da beauty of blog. Creating a world of our own.

Never last

Human tends to do mistakes over and over again. Ada tuhan hukum kamu on da spot if you disobey His order?. Sometimes it happen. hehe. So, lets pray and work for a better future. Forget da past. Move on. Create a life out of nothing. Walk da life on your own. Share da joy with da world (if you want.. =p). Wake up if you fall. Life is beautiful if you wash away all da hatred and breath da clean free air..!! I'm not always beside you but I know you have to be good in wutever you do.

~L.O.V.E~

cup cakes....!!

2010-02-21T14:14:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted
to cup cakes...
addicted...
annoyed..
cause mahal....

ooo cup cakes...
could u b my wife?
so dat I can eat you
day n night..
hahahahaha....
another crap

crap II

2010-02-16T13:35:00.004+08:00

Soooooo cute... agree with me? did u you know where it came from?
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taadaaa...!!!!
ape nak jadi zaman skang nie?
rosak2...
kejadian ini direkod di R n R area Penang...
So, be careful guys..... ^_^

ah, found new quote which interest me...

"Whatever u give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile n she will give u her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit..."

got some message there...so, enjoy ur holidays...!!

goyang I

2010-02-12T16:10:00.002+08:00

My prom night message...
Dedicate to my couple for dat prom night..
Asma Kamarul Asri

"Salam..asma, hadi ere..do u have a couple yet?
If not, will you give me da honor of taking you
as my couple for da prom night?"

"Salam..wow..terkejut..haha..okies n0 hal..
bley jek ngan ko.. thanx ek"

p/s: it is not easy to be a man..propose a girl she like..break da wall dude... event though I was da one who suggest dis idea.. but still... i do feel da nerve...!!

brain I

2010-02-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

If you want to build a ship,
don't herd people together to collect wood
and don't assign them tasks and work,
but rather teach them to long for
the endless immensity of the sea.

gamble

2010-02-05T06:28:00.003+08:00

1st gamble
Succeed with flying colors
Which leaved scars and honor
Extra cautious is all it made
Maybe it is not our fate

2nd gamble
Still not complete
Too many obstacles
Only a tough pass through it
Hopefully I'm 1 of it

3rd gamble
I dunno whether it is my gamble
I could lost it somehow
Or it would remain da same
This is something new to me
I dunno it is a beginning @ an ending
Finally I'm fully letting my guard off

Tioman Pic

2010-02-03T01:01:00.005+08:00

erk.... dats me? sun burn... dulu saya sangat putih... hahaha

ad hoc activity

2010-02-02T02:43:00.002+08:00

2.00 am-lepak minum with friend
2.30 am-JOM g Pulau Tioman...!!!
(a lil time taken to rethink)
6.30 am-driving to Mersing..!!!!
10.00am-Pick up crew at Air Keroh
12.30am-Arrived at the jeti..
1.00pm-Our ferry is not available(air surut)
2.00pm-Lunch at Pak Ali(polygamy story)
2.30pm-Bunglo...!!!
4.30pm-Bread+strawhat
5.30pm-Tioman, here we go.!
8.30pm-Exotic dinner
10.30pm-Swiss Cottage
11.30pm-Night walk
2.30am-Lucky
7.30am-Morning exercise(swimming+rugby)
8.30am-Breakfast
10.0am-Beautiful beach..!!
12.0pm-Move out to new cottage
12.3pm-Rally Tioman...!!!
1.00pm-Lunch
1.30pm-Snorkeling (4 island)
7.30pm-Bought fish from boat
8.30pm-Bbq + flirt
11.0pm-Gay party
12.0am-Happy Birthday
12.3am-Glory2 Man United
7.30am-Return to island
10.0am-Keropok lekor
11.0am-Lunch @ Branch??
1.oopm-Off to Gunung Ledang
4.00pm-Hiking to 900f (Puteri waterfall)
7.00pm-Umbai (seafood)
10.0pm-Deliver crew+Joe
12.3am-Arriving KL
3.00am-Sampai umah
11.30am-Writing dis diary.

uploading ur mind

2010-01-27T06:15:00.003+08:00

terkejut, sedih, kagum, aneh. semenjak 2 menjak nie... I really read a LOT.... soo much to learn. ade beberapa soklan yg sukar dijawab menggguna logik akal manusia melayu biasa....

Penah dengar free mason?(apekah juara lagu terlibat?)
lambang disebalik bendera PKR?
asal orang melayu?
ape persamaan melayu dan yahudi?
wujudkah yahudi di tanah melayu?
kenapa amerika sedaya upaya xnak malaysia naik?
dimana tempat dajal keluar?
johor itu dimana? timur? barat? selatan? utara?
apakah kehebatan orang melayu?
penah lihat "the arrival" dalam youtube?
siapakah yg menjumpai singapore?
illuminati- knp JFK ditembak mati?
siapakah Obama in realiti? (US president)
Penggunaan kalimah "Allah" dlm Herald?
Isu royalti minyak di Kelantan?
Kemana pergi bonus cikgu?'
Siapakah UTK yg mampu mengeluarkan bom C4?
Kisah Rosmah(si rambut singa) x mengaku anak?
Tanda-tanda kiamat.
Diskusi tanda-tanda besar kiamat.
Perdebatan golongan wahabi.
Apakah islam itu sebenarnya?
Pak Lah vs Ayah Pin (who's more guilty)
Rasuah pasir(singapore) gula(thailand)..???
penah lihat "ketika cinta bertasbih" dalam youtube?

mungkin byk dlm list nie korang xpenah dengar. tp, i think it is a good start to read and open up our normal eye.

tough part 2

2010-01-24T21:58:00.004+08:00

i noe things are getting tougher than before
i think i'm mentally prepared
i think i have da competency
i think i have da self reliability
i think i have dat self confident
..i think..
..i guess..
..i pretend..

but
still
not enough
it is just beginning
insyaAllah
I'll make it

Enough

2010-01-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

Okay...

I need to put a full stop here...

Its not like I wasn't try my best..

But just you who didn't see da afford...

We have been into few problems..

We lost n found in unique ways...

But not for dis time...

We were not meant for each other

So

Just let you go...

So dat I could find my happiness

(^^)

p/s: you were not around.. please forgive me...

different story

2010-01-11T14:12:00.003+08:00

Situation A

I met Shaheizy Sam while havin breakfast. He is just started his career in acting. Kinda cool actor because I watch his recent movie "bohsia"... He was da only reason dat I continue to watch even though the movie was terrible... We chat bout his career. Payment. Lil bit bout personnel. He dunno me for sure, but with my PR skill, we somehow had a good chat.. It is not easy to be an actor. huh... btw, I just crash onto his table dat morning.. =p

Situation B

Last couple of weeks. I've been takin some interview. I need to find suitable candidate for the company so the boss leaved the task to me. I was quite disappointed with all the candidates. 13 candidates sit for the interview where it's done separately. To be frank, none of them are qualified. I'm not asking a tough question. Not to argue their level of education(SPM,sijil,diploma)..1 of the candidate try to argue with the salary. Low salary laa.. keje byk laaa... Dah korang "bijak" sangat saper suruh?..By da interview,. I've learned bout many things. The eagerness. The honest. The maturity. Their experience and etc. So, I'm improving myself.. wink2... Who wannn have pre-interview? I'm available.. haha

Situation C

I'm happy because things are not like before. Yes I'm a crap person. Still and will doing an annoying things. I'm look fool to you,I'm smarter than you because I eat smarties...lalala. But, that is me.. Before this, they took things for granted. Not like I'm really "cares" but it just pissed me off it da other way around. I'm gaining new level of confident and new level of experience in life. 1 man standing..!! things are not like before.. so do you..! apeda...

p/s: seriously, I'm not in da mood of writing..... takut terlupa... so ini kira draft laa

compilation

2010-01-07T01:18:00.002+08:00

we leave the 2009 with 1001 story. i still remember how struggled i am for final year project. Feel da pressure waiting for da kenaf. Helping masters student. Final finally exam. Enjoying bowling tournament,karaoke n movie. And most " Prom Night". Remember touching dinner? . Wake up early in da morning just to buy sotong at jeti Kuala Perlis. BBQ. 4 years rumate- MOHD FADLI B ISMAIL. housemate Nasha,Hadi n Abg Amirul. Last day? ::wink::.... Start working. Convocation. Raya in Malacca. Meet real friend. Tragic. Sad. Depress. Yes I falled last year. Da book finally closed. Da reality in what we face.. I'm not always behind you. But I'll support in wutever you do. How tough the going, but in da end. You need to let it go.......

9903 Kick off

2010-01-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

Sekolah Menengah Sains Selangor
Batch 1999-2003 (9903)

I went for a bbq-hiking-gathering event. Like the others, they usually had a gathering in any mall or etc... Like mine, because most of my batch is a city-born-person, so there is nothing special to had a gathering in "MALL"... we prefer to hit da ground and seek for an adventurists place.

02012010
We went to Lepok Fall,Pongsun,Hulu Langat. The event kicked off in early 9a.m. And for the event, I woke up at 8.50a.m....!!!!! wakakaka... naseb baik laa army ajar ak cara2 nk bersiap 10 minutes... =p.... Tahan telinga jerlaa dengar makian para-para sahabat... Hiking- 3.7km and 390m from sea level. Letey? I'm fit...=p ...We reach the top ofter 2 hours hiking and started to burn da charcoal. Bbq time. Like usual, be a man... Let da gurls do best which is cooking... After having fun, after asar, we heading down. The rain started pouring and the track more challenging. Some of my friend doing shuffle in the track. (Shuffle mean bersepah jatuh macam nangka busuk).. wakakaa...

Then, we off to Ukay Perdana before we heading to Murni SS2. Having a gr8 dinner. Mee raja, Piza Raja and Lousifan. It was cool... Having a nice chat with da friends. Enjoying laughing bout things in da past and etc. That wat makes gathering about.. =p.... Around 111.30 p.m.... Me and friends decided for a karaoke. The have it for 2hour and then............... lepak minum lagi..... sembang2 sampai laa pkl 3-30 pagi....... Then, we called it a day....

fuh~~~~~

Tanyalah Ustaz

2010-01-01T07:30:00.003+08:00

7.0 a.m Weekend
7.30a.m Weekdays

"Didik Anak"
Today's title.

Head in a family-DAD
Backbone in a family-MOM

I felt guilty today for my action yesterday. I got pissed off when things are not as plan. They increase their voice and so do I. It happen accidentally and I know it is da first time I'm sayin soo rudely like that in mylife. I felt terrible for it and need to seek apologize after dis. Son/daughter CANT increase their voice towards their parent.

Dear mom, dear dad,
u have been patience for 24 years
raising me up
Being through all these obstacle,
And please don't stop
From what u doing best
Which give us unconditionally L.O.V.E
I do, I have and I will love you for rest of my life

Turning Point

2009-12-31T00:36:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah
Aku bersyukur
Kerana bertemu "durian"
Akibat daripada "strawberi"
Sokongan daripada "mango"
dan juga "tembikai"
mahupun buah-buahan tempatan yg lain

Mungkin dulu
Aku dihina
Aku dicaci
Aku alpa
Akulah insan "manusia" yg lemah sekali

Kini
Aku mampu tersenyum
Kerana
Selangkah ku kealam bahagia
Selangkah ku ke alam realiti
Selangkah ku mengorak langkah
Ak tinggalkan bekas
Umpama tapak kaki di tepian pantai
Agar ak tidak lupa
Asal aku
Matlamat aku

"Mahu Melihat Engkau Tersenyum"

Gathering

2009-12-23T01:50:00.005+08:00

6 Cekal with Cik Sabariah

Thank god. 1 of old skol mate has upload my class picture onto the facebook. Picture taken during I'm in Standard 6. 6 Cekal okay..!! Look back at the pic.... wut da fish....!!!!!
hahahahahaha...... Guess where I am? Middle of last row.... kinda funny rite? =p

These are the post out I'm written in my facebook... Kinda luv it..=p
Tgh memikirkan punch line sekiranya ad gathering..
1-Eh kamu, seyes I forgot ur name but I noe you..
2-Kite mcm penah jumpa.. tp dimana ek?
3-12 thn x jumpa ek... lucky to meet u again..
4-Sorry geng, I'ved lost in transition lately.. Could we start it back?
5-Wow, kamu semakin bergaya.. My name hadi.. Kamu?
6-Ataupun ddk diam2 n just eye contact....
7-Oh no, they will see my pimple... run...!!!!

these are some of my-crap-mind thinking... hope u'll enjoyed it.

Holiday

2009-12-20T03:54:00.002+08:00

For dis week, my family came to Johor Bahru for a holiday vacation. Everyone is takin day off so we started the journey early in the morning. By da way,Friday is a holiday right? Since I'm not driving, the passenger seat seems sooo comfortable. I slept at toll Sg besi. Once I open my eye, daaaa... Welcome to Danga Bay.... hahaha.. wut a sleep.. We check in at Grand Paragon where the room is so cool... Everything is well provided.The view,hospitality,room services.Wut u expect from a 4 star hotel right?

First event for the family, slept together till 5p.m... haha
Later on, we enjoying the facility such as swimming pool on 11th floor. Playing pingpong with my dad. Pumping muscle at the gym..(pheewit) and burn the extra muscle in the sauna... then, continue our journey to a sweet dream night.... letey xyah citer laa... fuhh

On the Saturday, we heading for a kenduri kahwin.. I think near Skudai... not sure... All of family member participate. Not to leave our grandma n grandpa too... Unexpected gathering... Nothing much to expect on a rainy day. huh.. For dinner, my family and I went to Danga Bay. Not exactly like my expectation, but I think its "OKAY" laaa.... the place lil bit rusty. That night got gathering to super-noise-deaf-sound-gathering there... These car can host a concert dude.... Its weird for a normal person want to be or pretend to be deaf.... urgh... Ahh, on the night, I'm takin my bigbrother to a lounge. Just drinking plain water and watching free strippers trying to seduce all the audience... Come on, tell me where you get your body from? hahaha... the club on the 26th floor, CONFORM die if earthquake occur or any jet miss flight and crash to the 27th floor building... fuhh.... First experience for my bigbro... hahaha...

Leisure

2009-12-12T02:44:00.004+08:00

Having 3 days off bring a joy to anyone right.! Selangor cuti cos Raja nk mkn kek harijadi...!!! Everyone start calculating their financial to support the event during the holidays. Lately nie I'm a lil bit careful in financial status. huh.. I was so excited for dis holiday so I could relax mentally and physically at home. On Thursday evening(after work), I called my parent.

pikolo "Salam,mama dah masak lom? nie perut dah lapa nie..." (dgn nada excited nk blk umah)

mamarock "Lapa ker? meh sini, mama ade beli pow kacang time berhenti kat R n R Tapah tadi.." (juga dgn nada happy)

pikolo "err..... nie sumer blk kampung ek.... sampai biler?"

mamaXrock "InsyaAllah sabtu mlm sampai laa kl tue.. ddk laa rumah elok2.."

haih........... serabut2.... so, timetable need to reschedule...!!
So, I'm takin my brother out to buy a movie so we could spend our holiday in an empty house.
So, we when to Speedy Desa Pandan and bought+rent a dvd....
Sajer membazir beli original copy... Support laa sket.. ngeh2

kapalalubawahjendela

2009-12-10T22:14:00.005+08:00

Its been awhile since I'm being able to write freely in my OWN blog.I really appreciate and applaud those who have spent their time in reading what I assume as my down-to-earth entries, may it be heart-warming praises or harsh criticism. As a matter of fact, I’m looking forward to those who could give me different ideas than mine, in which I could reflect on an issue in different point of views.

As a response to comments by an anonymous reader, I must say that I respect the person’s opinions and realism. I would say that our upbringings and environments have moulded us in different casts and shapes. One being a pragmatist, and another being an idealist. I have to say that there is a thin fine line that separates idealistic values and reality. And to some, they would take a very pessimistic view on issues which involve collective interest. I believe that the world is in its current sinister and ill state due to the fact that its residents have given up on the values that make us human, and one which I feel constantly being eroded is faith. I truly understand that we need to take a realistic approach on solving issues, but it takes believing in kick-starting this momentous effort. If we do not open up to new ideas and opinions, and instead taking up old-school stand with the excuse of being ‘realistic’, creativity and change which we are in dire need of, will seize to exist. Every change starts with believing ( and I’m not implying day dreaming).

And of course, unity might not be the be-all solution, but at least it is a start rather than whining and ‘silently criticizing’ at mamak stalls and see our nation crumbles!! ;) But thanks to everyone. I love them!!!

anyway, the title nothing to do with da contain... hoish

S.T.O.P

2009-12-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

When the going get tough
Only the tough get going

Listen to stories of deliquesces and defiance
being told with an air of arrogance and pride,
like it's the best thing in the world to do.

But I as a human
Know which is right and wrong
And when the road is getting coarser
I need to press the "STOP" button
Move on
Get a new life
Breath a damn good air
Pray to God....!!!

Anak ikan

2009-11-25T19:51:00.002+08:00

Anak ikan

gelaran diberi.. I dunno where those phrase came out and I dun have a good reaction once I've been called for... But i noe for sure.... I'm happy to hear dat.... Hish anak ikan nie..... ngade2

Damai

2009-11-25T19:09:00.003+08:00

Woke up from a dream
Different facial expression
Different character
Different night
Different story
Almost a week
Same room
Same ceiling
then continue sleeping
Trying to figure out
Wut does da dream about
And another dream come

BUT
Once I woke up
I things for sure
I feel relief
~Damai~

Am I prepared?

2009-11-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

I've met him diz morning..
uncle-"Pagi nie xsehat laa... nie Yus nak bawak g clinic"
pikolo-"Owh, jaga kesihatan yer pakcik... Jangan lupa makan ubat.!"

Arrived home from super tired work...
dad-did u noe uncle being hospitalized?
pikolo-Serious? he look a lil bit dizzy just morning...

9 p.m
mum-lets wait at surau... the jenazah will be arrive shortly
pikolo-........................

Am I prepared?
For the call...
I've got several debt in wallet...
Several lie in da air..(still)
Hutang with da Creator?
.........................

Thousand of sin...
And plenty of time...???????
Need to start minta maaf
To person who I've done damage
Time will tell
InsyaAllah

Happy

2009-11-12T12:58:00.002+08:00

ku ingin khabarkan pada satu dunia
penantianku selama ini...
kesabaranku melalui onak berduri
kini telah membuahkan hasil
khabarkan pada dunia

hari ini
hari yg paling gumbira
2nd best gamble
In my life....!!!

Take Ur Time

2009-11-12T08:26:00.002+08:00

If u r an architect, design a 1000 of house,
If u r an engineer, dealing with 1000 of troubleshot,
If u r a lecture, educate a 1000 of student,
If u r a doctor, treat a 1000 of patient,
If u r a commander, command a 1000 of solder,
If u r a geologist, taste a 1000 of sand,
But everything is "if"
But why "if"

Because it's fitrah manusia
from crawling to walking
from walking to running
We learn sumthin from anything
1 step in a time
Take the ladder my friends
Dont use the lift.
The faster u going up
The faster u r going DOWN...

Ir,Dr,Ik,Iv,Prof,Dato',Tuanku
Are these things being carried?
Once u being wake up after life.
Are these title really important?
Are these thing makes u a better human?
We noe da answer
But we hardly accept it
That's what make us human
Akal fikiran,nafsu and ego

Sumthing happen to you
Did you ever ask urself?
What on earth everything happen to me?
Why God gave me this obstacle
Why God so intensified me?
Why mylife is so ruined?
Why why and why...
Dont make the comparison list with the else
Because the list getting longer and longer

Stop blaming the others
Blame urself for not accepting it
Accept everything given
Because it is your fate
written
in Qada' n Qadar

Jangan cepat melantun..!!!
Look in positive site
1-You learn ur true strength
2-You learn ur true friend
3-You learn ur own mistake
4-You learn ur true enemy
5-And most of all,
God gave u an obstacle to recover ur previous sin

:: Tuhan xkan menguji hamba-Nya yang tidak mampu::
::Ujian and dugaan akan mendekatkan dirimu pada-Nya::
~Wallahualam~